Friday, March 03, 2006
I don't give a fuck
So the beginning of my night was interesting...I'm in the wrong headspace, I'm approval seeking and girls can smell it.
I recognize this and kick back. I get some drinks with my boys and spread out. I look around at everyone...I feel like they are so...generic... A girl that I've met a few times before can feel my vibe...she comes and wants to chat me up. Moments later she leaves...only to return when she sees I'm unfazed by her abscence. I'm just kickin' it.
Then, a half hour later, I emmerge from the VIP lounge as a new man.
My head tilted back. My demeanor calm. My eyelids heavy. My mind is clear.
Girl 1 tries to make out with me. Girl 2 introduces herself, "Hi, I've seeen you around, I'm such and such" Girl 3 wants to dance. Girl 4 is standing right next to me, hoping that I approach.
What's different? My state. My outlook on the world...
This game is played in your head. If you're ever having a bad night, fix your thought patterns, and the external world will change around you. It's not a theory of mine...it's jus the truth. You don't deserve any less.
And yes, I'm drunk. :)
Love you guys..
I recognize this and kick back. I get some drinks with my boys and spread out. I look around at everyone...I feel like they are so...generic... A girl that I've met a few times before can feel my vibe...she comes and wants to chat me up. Moments later she leaves...only to return when she sees I'm unfazed by her abscence. I'm just kickin' it.
Then, a half hour later, I emmerge from the VIP lounge as a new man.
My head tilted back. My demeanor calm. My eyelids heavy. My mind is clear.
Girl 1 tries to make out with me. Girl 2 introduces herself, "Hi, I've seeen you around, I'm such and such" Girl 3 wants to dance. Girl 4 is standing right next to me, hoping that I approach.
What's different? My state. My outlook on the world...
This game is played in your head. If you're ever having a bad night, fix your thought patterns, and the external world will change around you. It's not a theory of mine...it's jus the truth. You don't deserve any less.
And yes, I'm drunk. :)
Love you guys..
|| Knoweldge One (Formerly Spitkicker), 12:15 AM
4 Comments:
Crap I HAVE to learn how to do that.
Don't worry, just practice and it'll come. I think the biggest thing from all this is you learn to be PATIENCE.
You are so right about this. I totally agree with you Spitkicker.
You're right, state is critical. It can make or break your night. Whenever I lose state, I go outside for a couple of minutes, chat people out there, maybe even walk around and do warm up sets. Great recovery.